Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over
Psalm 23:5 (KJV)
In ministry and in any job you can grow tired.
This has been happening to me lately.
I've been tired, grown weary, and felt a little hopeLESS.
I've carried others burden's and have cried and cried over this place.
Thank goodness Jesus tells me what to do when this happens:
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28)
Gone to him is exactly what I've done.
I've told him that I'm tired and feeling a bit discouraged and He has been so faithful in making Himself known to me.
He has made my cup runneth over.
Most of the time it's the little things that make me smile knowing that God is taking care of me.
Last Saturday my friend Brittany and me planned a girls night for some of the 13 year old girls.
We were so excited and made yummy treats and homemade pizza and even bought everything to do homemade facials and masks.
Instead of our fun carefree girls night though, we had an extremely heavy night of the girls confiding in Brittany and me and sharing all of their struggles.
Don't get me wrong, I am SOOOO glad and incredibly THANKFUL that they can talk to Brittany and me and praise the LORD for that!!!
But what made me so sad was thinking about what I DID at 13 year old sleepovers.
I was free!!! Care FREE!!!
I had fun, and played and laughed and honestly, I may not have even known much about suicide at the time.
But suicide, and drinking and drugs are a part of these girls every day life.
They live with it or have experienced it themselves, or are afraid of losing another friend to suicide.
In the midst of my sadness though, the Lord sweetly nudged me to let me know He is still here.
3 of the 13 year old girls came to youth group on Friday night for the first time!
I was SO thankful!!!!
It was a powerful night with a powerful message from my husband and afterward we had a BLAST playing charades.
I was SO grateful for this.
The Lord doesn't just fill our cup though, He fills it to overflowing.
That same week I worked really hard to sell a lot of baked goods to raise money for our trip to meet my parents in Toronto.
I made a goal that wasn't very likely, but I like to shoot high.
Well at the end of the week I counted my money and I had made EXACTLY what I had hoped to.
We were blown away and felt so blessed and thankful that the Lord is providing for me to see my parents! I miss my mommy and daddy!!!! :)
I said overflowing right???
THEN, last night, after our church service we went to a Coffee House that was put on by one of my Nurse friends.
It was so great to relax and listen to live music and just hang out with adults.
Not only was it just a blessing in itself, but I ALSO happened to win a door prize!
An amazinnnggg candle and body wash and CHOCOLATE!
Thank you JESUS!
I'm still going.
So I mentioned my nurse friend above, well she loves Jesus too, and we found out little by little that there are actually several nurses that do!
So tonight we are having about 10-15 nurses and some other people over to drink coffee and eat treats and fellowship and worship together!!
I am ELATED!
Joshua and I are both blessed to have come from friends that we could fellowship with and spontaneously worship with and we both miss that blessing so much!
So again, Jesus, is filling up my cup.
He knows very well how I am feeling and He is giving Joshua and me the encouragement we need.
He is holding our hand through this time and I am so grateful for that and HIM!!!
Cling to Jesus friends!!!
Have a great week! Joshua and I are helping at a Christian Hockey Camp all week, many kids will be hearing the gospel for the first time, prayers are SO appreciated!!